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Thursday, July 06, 2006
7:49:00 PM
i`m jus trying to be okay.
but in reality i noe i`m not.

in the sea of human beings, trying to find someone who can love you and care for you even as a fren is jus so tough.

i may look okay to u by laughing and smiling.
but deep down i`m suffering.

a painful decision made, but i`ll b fine.
all the same.

i`ll continute to be the gal who fight back tears.